Author: Jon Harris

Last week, I mentioned Preston asking if being baptized meant he had to be perfect. My response to him was under the mindset that technically on our own we can never be perfect. In the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus tells the crowd that they “must be perfect”, so I have some reconciling to do!

You therefore must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect. (Matthew 5:48)

Matthew 5

Whenever we read the Bible and sense a contradiction or of something doesn’t seem to fit, we need to pause, pray over it, and seek to understand context. To go with this, I reflect on one of my core beliefs: I believe the Bible is the authoritative, authentic, complete, and accurate divine inspiration work from God Almighty. I also believe that the world wants to deceive us into thinking otherwise.

Another word for perfect is complete, and as I looked around for the word complete in the Bible I found it tied into one of my favorite descriptions for scripture. These two verses bring together the value of the Bible as well as why we need to read it and follow it; so that we may be complete (or perfect).

All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, equipped for every good work. (2 Timothy 3:16-17)

Father God, we ask you today to supernaturally make us perfect as we repent and turn from our sin, as we look to your son Jesus for forgiveness, as we seek guidance from your word through the Bible, as we pray for Holy Spirit guidance. Thank you for your words that offer the Kingdom of Heaven for those who are poor in spirit, for comfort to those who mourn, and inheritance to the meek. We ask you to give us a hunger and a thirst for YOUR righteousness; that we seek you and not the world to satisfy us. Reveal to us where we need to show mercy. Give us pure hearts today so that we may see you. Allow us to be merchants of peace in a world full of war, anger, and hatred. Forgive those who persecute us for your sake, and teach us to forgive like you do God. Amen.

Did any posts this year have a significant impact on your life? Many come to mind, and one in particular has stayed with me closely for several months… Do you remember The Big Ask? After reading it I came to several realizations: Often our prayers are too small, too simple-minded, and the prayer reflects a minimized view of a big, great, all-powerful, perfect, and loving God who created us and calls us by name.

The Big Ask redirected my prayer life from prayers of delivering me out of something to bring me into something. The “into” I was seeking was for Him to reveal His will, to let me see His great and mighty plans, and change my heart to choose His will over my own.

No matter what our 2016 was like or what 2017 turns out to be, there’s nothing more important than how we respond to the resurrection of Jesus Christ. I love the heading before these two verses at the end of John 20: “The Purpose of This Book”. Young Peyton Harris had a similar observation in that he appreciated that it directly stated the purpose and couldn’t recall seeing this kind of statement elsewhere.

Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of the disciples, which are not written in this book; but these are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name. (John 20:30-31)

This year ended with two public confessions of John 20:31 that brought tears of joy to many. Those confessions occurred during the baptism by submersion of our two boys.

Preston asked to be baptized and Amy and I challenged him a little bit to make sure he was ready. Through this discussion, his response was “wait, does that mean I have to be perfect?” No son, that’s why we get baptized; we come to Christ in our imperfection and He makes us perfect through his sacrifice. Preston is not alone in this line of thinking. Too often we believe some lie that says we need to be better than we are to come to him, but there is no amount of “good” that we can be on our own to stand before God’s throne, hence our need to repent and ask for Jesus to make us perfect… a request that he freely grants.

As for Peyton, he is a super well behaved kid. I’ve talked about him in other posts so I won’t go on much here but Peyton is an excellent example of “how good is good enough?” He knows he’s a very good kid; honest, a rule follower, respectful, and kind. He also knows that no matter how good he is, it isn’t enough. He acknowledges that he, like all of us, is a sinner, and that even one sin separates us from God.  Many adults either do not comprehend this or they try to argue with it, so it is so refreshing to witness this pronouncement of truth in the life of a kid.

As the year closes out, would you consider making the best choice you’ve ever made like these two young boys did? Our Lord is calling you, waiting for you to answer and turn from denial to acceptance of him. He is real, so is his book, and his promises are true. Simply confess your sins to him, repent and ask him to take over. If you’re like me, you’ll have a flood of other sins come to mind, but that guilt can be eliminated forever in a single moment. Confession is telling God something he already knows, it isn’t like we can hide it. Do not delay this decision any longer, we never know which day will be our last.

2 Chronicles 35; Revelation 21; Malachi 3; John 20

Sincere thanks to all of our readers this year; friends, family, and those whom I’ve not yet met. I pray over each of these posts that they honor God and are factual accounts of his truth impacting each of our lives. I pray you have much peace, love, and joy in the coming year.

Over the past week, I’ve felt excruciating pain like I’ve never felt before as a result of improper form while exercising. On a scale of one to ten, there were times that the agony was almost ten and I was very close to heading into the emergency room. I couldn’t sleep, couldn’t sit, and could barely think straight (hence I’m writing this journal entry the night before it is scheduled to post).

Many thoughts crossed my mind in my darkest hours; here are some of them:

1. We don’t appreciate being “pain free” when life is good. We need to be praising God every single day, throughout the day for being God and the many blessings he has given us. I recall a commercial a while back with a tagline that was something like, “when you’re not well, nothing else matters”. While not entirely true, it resonates with me because the bulk of my waking moments were spent with the hope to be well again.
2. Did God allow this so that I would grow closer to him? I don’t think God zapped my lower back but I do believe he allowed this to happen. While I wouldn’t wish the situation on anyone, and I hope to never go through it again, I can say that I did grow closer to God through this. There was deep prayer and meditation, crying out, and devout prayer from my wife, children, and others.
3. There are people in the world suffering. I’m certain there are many people around the world who live in similar pain all day every day and this caused me to have a little more compassion for those who are hurting. We never know what people are going through. I’m fortunate to have people who love me and take care of me (like Amy did making a nice makeshift bed on the wood floors as that was the best place for my back to heal).
4. Thankful for medical professionals who are experts and truly care about their patients. This week I talked to a nurse on the phone for a consult, spent time in a medical clinic with numerous people inspecting me to rule out various scary things, and spent time on the phone with a kind and generous friend who is a physician. Every interaction I had with a medical professional was quite amazing, and I’m left in awe at the gifts God has given people. What if everyone found their true calling and lived it out to the fullest?
5. While most pharmacy medication is “man made”, I’m deeply thankful for what the proper dosage and usage of various medications can achieve. There were a couple times when I thought “I cannot take this anymore”, and then the medication kicked in. Praise God for giving people the knowledge, wisdom, and foresight to produce medications that help and heal when utilized appropriately.

It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh is no help at all. The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life. (John 6:63)

BJ’s post from yesterday titled “Do you want to be healed?” really caught my attention because much like my physical pain and suffering, the weight and impact of sin can bring us to a dark place. I want to be healed physically and I want to live life on this earth, but what I really need is an eternal healer, and eternal life. There is only one physician who can heal us from the shame, sorrow, guilt, and loss that we encounter through our sins, and his name is Jesus.

2 Chronicles 18; Revelation 7; Zechariah 3; John 6

Born in a manger, lived a sin-free life, demonstrated an astonishing amount of wisdom and knowledge of the Torah at a very young age, turned water into wine, drove out evil spirits, enabled the blind to see, raised the dead, miraculously filled nets with fish, healed the sick, walked on water, calmed a storm, fed thousands with a minuscule amount of food, taught the truth out of love, forgave sin, and loved people ridiculously.

In turn, he was betrayed, hated, put on trial, lied about, found innocent but still sentenced to death, tortured, mocked, spit upon, and nailed to a cross to die a slow, agonizing death. His response?

“Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” (Luke 23:34a)

His name was Jesus and he stated those words while hanging on that cross. I know I take this statement far too lightly at times. He asked for forgiveness for those who persecuted him, just like he taught in the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew 5:44. He could have chosen to elude or flee from his captors (remember all of the miracles), but he knew the plan and he was all in; and he is still all in for you and me, for all of us.

That’s the man we are celebrating this Christmas season. Let’s not take it lightly. Our sin put him on that cross, but we get the best Christmas present ever should we choose to accept Him; complete redemption and forgiveness, and faultlessness before the throne of God Almighty.

The crucifixion documented in Luke 23 (hint: the underline suggests a hyperlink, and suggests that the author of this blog post would love for you to read this brief account) concludes with a brief story of the two criminals who were also nailed to crosses next to Jesus. One of the men said “save yourself and us” with a seemingly unrepentant heart. The other confessed his sin and admitted that he deserved to be up there dying as well as acknowledged the innocence and authority of Jesus. I love this short story as a model for us today. We’ve all sinned, so we’re all criminals in God’s eyes until we’re forgiven. We can either try and hang on to this broken world and deny him (like the first one wanting earthly rescue), or confess and put our trust in Jesus, and have the hope and promise of eternal life with him in paradise forever. Believe and live.

2 Chronicles 9; Jude 1; Zephaniah 1; Luke 23

Have you ever sensed that someone was a Christ follower, but didn’t really know for sure? If so, what were the attributes or behaviors of the person? And if your suspicion was correct, what thoughts went through your mind after confirming?

In the 2008-2009 timeframe, Mickey joined my team. Mickey was far more advanced in years than the majority of the team at the time, and I say this with all respect. She came with advanced wisdom, humility, ethics, and experience and it showed on a daily basis. Mickey was with us for a few years, but I didn’t get to know her really well as this group was part of a large, “around the clock” machine with an offshore team supplementing our onsite team, cranking out work on a high profile and high priority project. Mickey was quiet and generally kept to herself, focusing on doing her job to the best of her ability.

While on the team, as well as in the years following the project when we had parted ways, Mickey would intermittently (perhaps every 3-4 months) send messages of encouragement to me. It was typically just a couple sentences and sometimes it would include a question to ask me how things were going. The messages were almost always on Friday afternoons when I was wrapping up work to prepare for the weekend.

I’m not sure when it was or what she said, but I do recall a specific moment when I thought “is she a Christian?”. It wasn’t like she had sent a Bible verse or said she was praying for me, it was far more subtle; more like the pattern of kindness, thoughtfulness, and humility all showed up at once and I was hit with a big dose of Holy Spirit communication – this lady is special, and I knew her faith is in The Lord.

Now several years later, Mickey is on my team again, and this time we do talk. I wanted to open up some communication with Mickey to confirm my suspicion so I shared a recent Bible Journal post with her. Her response was overwhelming. She shared that she has prayed for me through the years and continues to do so, and that she rejoices that she and her husband (of 50 years) share the bond of Christian faith with our family. She also wrote, “you are not just a co-worker and friend, you are my brother in Christ”. Beautiful words that brought me to tears because I realized that each time she sent the emails checking up on me, along with those was a secret prayer for me. I’m so humbled and honored by this.

We now talk about Jesus, she shares her memory verses, reading plans, and recently she shared some prayer requests with me. Mickey is toward the end of her career and she is just plain tired; her husband drives her one hour each way to work five days per week, and at the end of the day she has little energy to do some of the things she wants to do outside of work. She feels that she needs to keep working for financial reasons, but she just doesn’t know how much longer she can go on at this pace. The joyful thing is that she’s put ALL of her trust in the Almighty God who is in control. May he be glorified through this situation. The lady who has prayed for me for years has asked me for prayer; this humbled me greatly; it is an absolute honor to pray for this woman.

I wasn’t planning to put a Bible verse in this week because I just wanted to share this story and didn’t think any of the verses applied. While going through the reading one more time, these verses jumped out at me. I’m pretty sure Mickey isn’t an angel, but it reminds me of our interactions through the years, not knowing each other’s faith, but seeing opportunity to show hospitality to each other in a brotherly-love manner. We never know who we interact with could be an angel praying for us and our families.

Let brotherly love continue. Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares. (Hebrews 13:1-2)

Would you join me in praying for this fine lady today?

Heavenly Father, thank you for your perfect plans; for teaching us to love one another like you love us, like your son Jesus loves us. We lift up Mickey today; please reveal your will to her with regard to her work situation. Give her strength and peace, beyond all understanding. Please give her continued discernment wherever she may roam. May her marriage of 50 years continue to honor you. She is a blessing to her family, friends, and acquaintances, I thank you and praise you for what you’ve done and continue to do in her life. We ask these things in Christ’s name. Amen.

1 Chronicles 11–12; Hebrews 13; Amos 7; Luke 2

Recently in our space at work someone put up a huge magnetic whiteboard and wrote at the top “What are you thankful for?” I loved seeing this and was eager to write on it and see it fill up with expressions of gratitude. This specific work area accommodates maybe 75 people, and plenty more workers pass this whiteboard throughout the day so this was going to be fun and uplifting!

The immediate writing included only three things: “4:15 PM” (assuming this was what time the person left work… what a depressing thing to be thankful for), “friends” (ding ding! focus on others, much better than quitting time; hoping the same person who wrote 4:15 PM wrote this), and “my cat” (it has come to my attention that somehow cats can be considered valuable creatures to some sects of the human race; good for those of you who are better than me).

A few more days passed and there were no additions. There must have been at least 100 people who passed this board with at least 30 seconds to write something they’re thankful for, and this really started to bother me. I was picturing God’s response; perhaps inappropriate but I wondered if he might sarcastically say “you’re welcome!!!!”

After this experience I spent some time alone putting into writing some of the many things I’m thankful for. The deeper I engaged, the more seemingly small but yet extraordinarily precious thoughts came to mind; we all so much to be thankful for. Going through this left me energized, humbled, and joyful. God is so good.

Psalm 143:5 is one way to express our gratitude toward God; by meditating on all he has done. What a great way to start the day!

I remember the days of old;
  I meditate on all that you have done;
  I ponder the work of your hands. 

2 Kings 24; Hebrews 6; Joel 3; Psalm 143

Yes, the featured image is a coffeemaker in the trash can.

It all started this summer with a garage sale. Going through possessions we no longer want or need left me confused. Why did we get these things in the first place? Why don’t I want them anymore? Would someone else find value in my old driver that hits the golf ball about twenty yards less than my newer one? Why would anyone want the stuff that we don’t want?

A pile of goods remained after the sale that we couldn’t even sell for 1/20 of their original cost; many we couldn’t even give away. Clothing, books, housewares, toys, etc. So I piled it all into the car and made it someone else’s problem (or opportunity). The items went to a local thrift store, and when leaving I thought, “suckers!”… and I’m sure they thought the same of me. I looked at the back of the car and it was empty. No boxes, no vases piled up, just empty space with no passengers. The load was lightened. Hey that actually felt pretty good!

Arriving home, it was refreshing to see the front yard as it had been the day prior. It looked like a yard again, not a marketplace. Same with the garage and basement; no junk piled up. My closet was less cluttered, in fact all of our closets were less cluttered. I instantly felt lighter, as if a heavy burden had been removed and it was a very good feeling.

In the months since the garage sale, quite a few more items have made their way out of this house. More clothes, and even as I type I’m recalling a broken coffeemaker in the basement next to some sushi plates and some old games that we no longer use. The coffeemaker was broken but I thought someday I might fix it. Nope, I will never fix this thing so it is going into the trash right now. As a result, there’s an empty space. The sushi plates on the left were a wedding gift, and we HAD to have them. We dreamed of making sushi all the time, being fancy and hip with our outrageously cool plates. They were expensive, and they are beautiful, but we don’t use them anymore; they just sit in the basement waiting for their next move. There’s more stuff piled up to the left of the plates, I don’t even know what that stuff is, how we got it, or if we ever used it. Looking at it stresses me out. It is baggage; symbolic of waste in my life.

The yard sale theme came to me today as I as reading 1 Timothy 6 and thinking about the term “content”.  I think sometimes I’ve shunned this term with the thought that it is better to get more, to do more, to never be satisfied. While sometimes we should strive for more, there are other times when we should just be content. Content (adjective): pleased and satisfied : not needing more (Merriam-Webster)

But godliness with contentment is great gain, (1 Timothy 6:6)

But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content. (1 Timothy 6:8)

For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evils. It is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pangs. (1 Timothy 6:10)

We live these lives desiring more, sometimes thinking that contentment is for the weak, but then we’re usually left with a pile of unused stuff in the basement, garage, and closets. Each day presents a new opportunity to say goodbye to something, to say no to selfish needs and to God’s will. The yard sale relates to physical items but over the last few months my heart and soul have longed to rid some of the other waste in my life that leave me empty inside.

1. What “future yard sale” items do you have in your life? Asking this metaphorically of course, but it never hurts to get rid of things you don’t need.
2. What good things can and should we start saying no to so we can start saying YES to great things and leave room for us to see the many miracles God has given us? #eccmiracles
3. From our first morning thought, what is our heart’s desire? Doesn’t that symbolize where we are in our daily walk? Let your first waking thought tomorrow and every day you are blessed with from here on be, “thank you God for another day to serve you, to know you better, and to be loved by you”.

2 Kings 9; 1 Timothy 6; Hosea 1; Psalm 119:73–96