Not Just Living, A Legacy

2 Corinthians 11

I was recently asked to write my own eulogy. No, nothing is wrong. It was simply an exercise, one meant to sharpen focus. Envisioning the end of our lives, complete and accomplished, has a way of helping us prioritize what truly matters today.

Have you ever thought about your own? What would it say? What will you be remembered for?

At first, I was tempted to list all of my accomplishments—beautiful homes I’ve built, my incredible wife, or the amazing kids I’ve raised. But today, as I read Paul’s words in 2 Corinthians 11:22–28, I’m rethinking that impulse.

Paul’s version of a eulogy might read like this:

  • A Hebrew

  • An Israelite

  • A descendant of Abraham

  • A servant of Christ

  • Imprisoned, beaten, often near death

  • Whipped, stoned, beaten with rods

  • In danger everywhere he went

  • Hungry, cold, and exposed

  • Sleepless and burdened

That list doesn’t exactly fill you with warm fuzzies. And yet—Paul says it’s the part he’s most proud of. Why? Because those were the moments of his greatest weakness, when he was most dependent on Christ. In that dependence, he was at his strongest.

Ironically, we’re taught the opposite. We’re told to find our strengths and exploit them. But Paul warns against this mindset. In verse 3, he says:

“I fear that somehow your pure and undivided devotion to Christ will be corrupted, just as Eve was deceived by the cunning ways of the serpent.” (NLT)

He calls these success-driven philosophies different gospels—ones that may sound good but ultimately lead us away from Christ. And in verse 15, Paul gives a sober reminder:

“It is no surprise if his servants also disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. Their end will correspond to their deeds.”

So if you were to die today—what would your eulogy say?

God willing, we all have years ahead of us. But every day, we get to choose:
Will our legacy be a record of worldly achievements?
Or will it be a story of ridiculous love and dangerous witness?

“1…2…3…Who’s Glory?”

Today’s reading is 2 Corinthians 10.

My oldest son is wrapping up his 12U baseball season, and I’ve had the privilege of leading his team in devotionals throughout the year since he was 8U. My younger son just started 8U this season, and we started the same with his team with them finishing last week. Using a devotional from The Fellowship of Christian Athletes, the main theme of the season was around playing for God’s glory, rather than your own. We could have easily used 2 Corinthians 10:11 for part of our content. As Paul defends his ministry and the work they are doing to spread the Gospel, he says the following..

Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord.

2 Corinthians 10:11

I have to admit..this can be tough. We naturally want to be proud of our accomplishments or the accomplishments of our children. We want to post on social media and tell others. That’s not bad, and yet Paul is also helping us recognize that nothing we do happens without the power of God and His will in it. James 1:17 also reminds us that “Every good and perfect gift comes from above..” It is really Him through us that good things are done.

It is also human nature to want self-fulfillment or the approval of others, but Paul also reminds us in the next verse we should have an audience of One. He’s the only one we should really seek an “Atta Boy!” or “Atta Girl!” from.

For it is not the one who commends himself who is approved, but the one who the Lord commends.

2 Corinthians 10:12

If you follow baseball at all, and especially the Chicago Cubs this year, you may be familiar with centerfielder Pete Crow-Armstrong. He has taken the league by storm in his 2nd year with his electrifying speed and fielding, along with his surprisingly fast development at the plate hitting for average and power. Some are calling him “MVPete” already at just close to the halfway point of the season. Even with all the praise he’s getting from some, I looked at the comments on social media of a post showing an amazing diving catch he had on the 4th of July against the St. Louis Cardinals and most all of what I saw was negative and some downright hateful comments about him and saying this was just another normal diving catch. These comments coming from many who probably never even played baseball when some baseball metrics sites later said the ball had a 0-5% chance of being caught!

Why am I sharing this? Because like we discussed with our 8 year old team, no matter how good we are or how well we do something, if we seek most the approval of other humans (even family..let alone fans, coaches and bosses), we will be left feeling empty. Even the greatest athletes, actors, and business people will always have naysayers which often leads them to being depressed. It’s sad really. But, it is also a good reminder of the truth of these verses that we should only do what we do for His glory and seek His approval. And they go hand in hand really, we will only have His approval if we do it for His glory.

I will end this post as our 8U team broke our devotional huddles this season..

“1…2…3…Whose glory?!!”

“God’s glory!!!”

Give From Your Heart

2 Corinthians Chapter 9

In this chapter of 2 Corinthians, Paul is talking to the people at Corinth about generously giving and helping Christians in need.  He goes on that giving should start from within, not pressure or guilt.  A perfect example of this is that of a farmer.  If you plant a few seeds, you will get a small crop.  If you plant a lot of seeds, you tend to get a big harvest.  The more you give, the more blessings you will receive!

Paul’s meaning is more than just giving money.  Money is definitely something we should give and something so many people or organizations need, but they can also use our time, attention, and so much more.  Sometimes not all Christians have an abundance of one of these things, let alone all of them at once, but it is a reminder of what we should do with it when we do have it.

So often in my life I ask myself and God, “How much should I give, how much money should I donate, how much time can I spare today?”  Then the next question I ask myself, “Is that enough?  Am I being too cheap?  Should I have given more?”  But that isn’t the point here.  It isn’t dependent on the amount of these things necessarily as much as the real desire within oneself of wanting to give.

I am sure we have all been in line for coffee or at a restaurant and made the choice to “pay it forward”.  It feels good to do that doesn’t it??  It does to me.

One of my wife and I’s trips to Galena one Fall, we were on the way out of town and stopped at a breakfast place.  For 45 minutes we sat next to an older man and listened/watched him interact with the locals.  It seemed like he went there for the food and the comradery that he might not have had at home alone.  As we were leaving and paying our bill, I asked the waitress to put his on ours as well.  She asked us, “Are you sure?”  We said of course.  She proceeds to tell us that he recently won a million dollar scratch off ticket, and that yellow hummer outside was his!

Now, my wife and I thought that was pretty crazy, but we still insisted on paying.  Why?  It wasn’t because we thought he was poor and needed it, but he seemed like a nice man who was nice to others and enjoyed people.  And it was simply a nice thing to do, hopefully he paid it forward someday for the same reasons.

All that being said, here is what I am trying to get at…..

  • Give willingly and happily, not out of guilt or pressure
  • Generosity leads to abundance in life, not just money
  • God will supply your needs so you can keep helping others
  • We give because God first gave to us, through Jesus

Embrace Godly Sorrow, Walk in True Repentance

(Based on 2 Corinthians 7:9–10)

Brothers and sisters in Christ, we are not called to comfort without conviction, nor to grace without growth. In 2 Corinthians 7:9–10, Paul reminds us that godly sorrow is a gift—a divine catalyst that leads us to repentance and life. It is not shame for shame’s sake, but a holy stirring of the heart that moves us away from sin and toward the arms of our Savior.

Too often, we settle for worldly sorrow—the kind that mourns consequences but not the sin itself. This sorrow leaves us stuck in guilt, bitterness, and regret. But godly sorrow? It leads to transformation. It awakens us to the reality of our need for grace and produces in us a changed life, marked by holiness, humility, and obedience.

Now is the time to examine your heart. What needs to be surrendered? What relationships need to be restored? What habits or hidden compromises are holding you back from the fullness of life in Christ? Don’t resist conviction—welcome it as a sign of God’s deep love for you. His correction is never to crush, but to restore.

Let today be a turning point. Don’t delay repentance. Let godly sorrow run its course—let it purify your intentions, renew your spirit, and ignite your passion for righteousness. From it flows freedom, joy, and peace that the world cannot offer.

Walk boldly in the grace that repentance brings. Be an example of what it looks like to be shaped by truth and love. Let your life shout the testimony of a heart that was broken, healed, and made new by Jesus.

Godly sorrow leads to salvation and leaves no regret. So rise, repent, and rejoice—your Savior is waiting.

Written with the assistance of ChatGPT

A way out.

What tempts you? When I think of the word “temptation”, ice cream comes to mind, as I can think of places where I’ve lived or visited that had an ice cream store or brand with the word temptation in it. In a Google search on temptation ice cream, over 2.2 million results were returned. That’s a lot of temptation!

One thing I’m tempted by is snacks late at night. I sneak them, and I’m pretty good at hiding my habit. Unfortunately, I became too good at this habit and realized something needed to change. Tactics that have led to success include confessing to my wife that I love to sneak treats so that she can be on the lookout, and maybe more importantly, I commit or “pre-decide” in advance to staying away from the treats.

It is the same thing with pre-deciding for everything else, whether doing the things we should do or fleeing from the things we should not do.

On my heart while writing this post were some of the lyrics from the song “Do it Again” by Elevation Worship:

I’ve seen You move, come move the mountains
And I believe, I’ll see You do it again
You made a way, where there was no way
And I believe, I’ll see You do it again

Praise God for this promise and the countless times he’s given us a way out:

No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. (1 Corinthians 10:13 NLT)

So when temptation comes—and it will—remember that you’re not alone. Jesus was tempted, yet he never sinned, but fear not, his grace runs deep. Whether it’s late-night snacks or something deeper, God is faithful in the midst of it all. Pre-decide your response, lean into His strength, and trust that He will make a way. You’ve seen Him move before. You’ll see Him do it again.

Have a Perspective Change in Personal Ministry

2nd Corinthians 4

Have you ever felt that there is no way you can keep pushing in your own personal ministry? If your answer is yes, you are not alone. 2nd Corinthians is famously known as the letter where Paul defends his ministry to those who were slandering his name and his heavenly work. Sharing Jesus can be difficult when you have a defense you are playing against, this was Paul’s case, but it can also be difficult when you are not seeing the fruit of your work. I am here to encourage you that your value and your success in personal ministry is not based on how many decisions were made for Christ, or how many lives were changed, or how many people you impacted. Your success in sharing the Gospel is doing just that… sharing it. That is what Jesus calls us to do. He does not call us to save peoples souls (He does that work), but He calls us to be obedient when the Holy Spirit tugs our hearts to share the gospel.
In verse 3-4 we read,

“If the Good News we preach is hidden behind a veil, it is hidden only from people who are perishing. Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.”

Sometimes people do not respond to the gospel. It can be discouraging, but your success is in your obedience, not in their response.
Paul said that he was hard-pressed on every side but not crushed. Perplexed, but not in despair. Persecuted, but not forsaken. Struck down but not destroyed. Why did he and his ministry team have this perspective? Why did they always find the positive? The answer is in verse 14, “We know that God, who raised the Lord Jesus, will also raise us with Jesus and present us to himself together with you.” Their hope of heaven shifted their perspective on their current challenges.

Paul finished this section, and chapter, describing his present circumstances simply being a “light affliction” when compared to the glory that they will experience for eternity.

So, what’s the point here. When things are hard in personal ministry. When you are struggling breaking through to someone, when you are being persecuted, when it feels like you are being pressed from all sides, focus on eternity. It will shift your perspective and help you to continue to push through your negative circumstances currently. Don’t be ingenuine and deny that your life is hard. Rather, recognize that your circumstances are hard, and change your outlook by realizing they don’t compare to the blessing of spending eternity with Jesus.

Apologies and forgiveness

Today’s Reading: II Corinthians 2

I’m sorry. 

I apologize. 

Can you forgive me? 

Two of the most challenging things that we can ask for ourselves and others to do is:  apologize and forgive.  

These two things take a level of maturity and understanding that cannot be comprehended until later in life. As an adult man, it’s hard for me to acknowledge my failure and to make amends for those.  Even though I cannot count each time that I have intentionally and intentionally harmed someone,  I attempt to reconcile. 

In our passage today, Paul is writing the second letter to the Corinthians.  One new nugget of wisdom and insight that I was revealed was he is apologizing for his tone in the previous letter and asking the congregation to forgive someone high in the church. He is asking for forgiveness ( apologizing) and he is also asking the church to forgive someone else. 

“And I wrote as I did, so that when I came I might not suffer pain from those who should have made me rejoice, for I felt sure of all of you, that my joy would be the joy of you all. For I wrote to you out of much affliction and anguish of heart and with many tears, not to cause you pain but to let you know the abundant love that I have for you.”

‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭2‬:‭3‬-‭4‬ ‭ESV‬‬

When we apologize we have to understand that we have offended someone. Sometimes it is evident in the way that we have hurt someone… we have spoken to them in a harsh manner; our tone was too rough; or we have inflicted an injury in a way that you can see pain in the other person.  Sometimes it is subtle to us such as a slight phrase or word that injures the person.  I have been guilty of both forms.  As I grow, I have become more aware of my own actions and attempt to right my wrongs as soon as possible. 

Apologies have to originate with the offender. It is on them to create the apology and the understanding that they were wrong in the matter.  Sometimes the offender has to be made aware of your offense by the other party. Sometimes this is really hard for both parties to understand and reconcile with each other. But in the end, the offender is asking for amends. 

“Now if anyone has caused pain, he has caused it not to me, but in some measure—not to put it too severely—to all of you. For such a one, this punishment by the majority is enough, so you should rather turn to forgive and comfort him, or he may be overwhelmed by excessive sorrow. Anyone whom you forgive, I also forgive. Indeed, what I have forgiven, if I have forgiven anything, has been for your sake in the presence of Christ,”

‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭2‬:‭5‬-‭7‬, ‭10‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Forgiveness is where the offended acknowledges the harm and hurt that was done to them and they have made amends with themself. This then releases the offended person from any anguish , anger, or malice to the person.  The forgiver doesn’t necessarily forget any of the ordeal, yet they chose to move from being a victim to becoming a victor in their self care. 

Both of these acts can be very challenging if we were trying to do them without God’s help. This is why it is a vital part of the Lord‘s prayer.

“and forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.”

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6‬:‭12‬ ‭ESV‬‬

We will offend and be offended, but with God’s love we are able to reconcile to each other and find peace.  

May we enter this week with hearts and eyes open to give grace and mercy in apologizing and forgiving each others.  

Be blessed 

Can I Get An Amen?

2 Corinthians 1

It’s a relatively rare occurrence in my church, but every once in a while, someone will shout out, “Amen!” If you watch closely, you’ll notice some people cringe. Others just ignore it, unsure of what to do. Which one are you?

Of course, “Amen” isn’t a new word. We say it at the end of every prayer. I mean, it doesn’t count if you don’t say Amen, right? But have you ever stopped to ask why? Do you even know what it means?

Derived from Hebrew, amen means “truly,” “so be it,” or “let it be.” It’s more than a formal sign-off or a religious habit. Whether whispered at the end of a prayer, sung in worship, or shouted during a sermon, this little word carries weight. When we say it, we’re declaring: Yes—I believe this. May it come to pass.

So the next time you say “Amen,” pause for a moment. You’re not just ending a prayer. You’re affirming it. You’re sealing it, with faith that God will make it happen.

Now and Forever

Today’s reading is Psalm 41.

This chapter begins with verses discussing caring for the poor and having enemies against you. But in reading this last week and now beginning to write this on Sunday, June 22, day after the US struck Iran’s nuclear sites, one verse jumps of the page to me and that is the last one.

Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel,

from everlasting to everlasting!

Amen and Amen.

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion as to whether the US made the right decision at the right time to bomb Iran’s nuclear site. But as Christians who believe the Bible to be the true Word of God, we cannot question that God is the God of Israel now and forever.

Does that mean Israel is perfect? No. Does that mean Israel does not make mistakes? No. In fact, my 12-year-old and I were just discussing how many times Israel messes up and turns their back on God in the Old Testament and ultimately the Jewish leaders crucified Jesus. But the Bible, including the book of Revelation, makes it clear He is still their God. He will never leave or forsake them. And we see throughout the Bible that God keeps His promises and covenants.

While I remember my Mom emphasizing growing up “the Gospel in a nutshell” John 3:16, I also remember her emphasizing Hebrews 13:8.

Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.

The Holy Trinity which is three in one does not change. He keeps his covenants and His Word does not change, He is “the God of Israel.”

Please join me in praying for Israel and the United States and for wisdom for the leaders of both. And above all, please pray for peace in the Middle East, the US, and the world and that hearts and minds will turn to God who will be victorious now and forever. Amen.

It’s OK to ask God for help

Psalm 40

This Psalm is a testament of God’s faithfulness and a cry for help in a time of need. It highlights a deep relationship with God. A relationship built on trust, gratitude, and dependence.

David was waiting patiently and faithfully for God, and He heard him. David was stuck in a low, dark place emotionally and spiritually and God pulled him out and put him back on solid ground with a fresh start.

    • God is always listening to those who wait on Him and He brings change out of our struggles.

David recognizes that God doesn’t just want religious acts, He wants a heart willing to obey. David offers himself fully, ready to live out God’s will.

    • God cares more about our obedience and that the road we choose to go down aligns with the path he has set for us.  He doesn’t want the tangibles, He wants the intangibles.

David doesn’t keep God’s goodness to himself but instead tells others. He strongly speaks about God’s faithfulness, love, and truth in front of the everyone he can.

    • This is a reminder that we should all share how God has worked in our lives and encourage all those around us from our experiences.

Despite his past relief, David admits he still faces trouble from his own sins and from enemies. He begs for God’s help and protection while confirming his continued trust and dependency on Him.

    • No matter how much help we seek and receive from God, we will continue to have challenges. But that’s ok!  It is ok to keep asking God for help and relying on him.  He would have it no other way.

Never forget what God has done for you.  Continue praying and when you come to those forks in the road don’t be afraid to ask for His help when you are uncertain or scared.  Always trust in Him when new changes come.  God wants us to rely on him.  IT’S OK!  He wants us to just as much as we need to, through the good AND the bad.  Go on deepening you’re relationship with God and don’t be afraid to share with everyone else the way God has worked in your life through the good and the bad times.