Jesus’ Death

Christian symbols of the crucifixion of Jesus

Genesis 45; Mark 15; Job 11; Romans 15

Wednesday was Ash Wednesday, marking the first day of Lent. Since I do not come from a tradition that celebrates or promotes Lent, I needed to do a little research.  What I knew is that Lent is an opportunity to grow closer to God.   It starts on Ash Wednesday, 40 days before Easter with the forty days mirroring the time that Jesus spent in the wilderness. (Matthew 4:1-11).  What I did not know is that the ashes, on that Wednesday are to remind us of our sin and mortality.  Despite my non-participation in Lent, I fully agree with taking time to remember Jesus’ sacrifice. Ironically, today we read from Mark 15, which details the story of Jesus death. While this is a morbid and depressing topic, it is right that we become intimate with it.

To be honest, I find that I have become desensitized to it. Jesus crucifixion is talked about so often that the conversation has become routine. In fact, how many of you glossed over the terrible circumstances surrounding Jesus’ death march? Take a moment to digest these words that Mark uses to describe it:

Mocked

Reviled

Bound

Accused

Struck

Spit Upon

Derided

Forsaken

Betrayed

Do you hear the malice and hatred in these words? I can feel it. While I want to elevate myself above Jesus’ assailants, I cannot. I am compelled to ask, who am I? Have I not done this to him myself? Think about it, every lie (even the little white ones) every selfish ambition, each time I try to position myself a little higher, I aggravate his suffering. I am the betrayer. The benefit of studying Jesus death is that I must confront my own actions. Doing so takes me straight back to Peter at the end of chapter 14, “and he broke down and wept.”

 

Judging Others

February 11th, 2016

Today’s reading: Genesis 44; Mark 14; Job 10; Romans 14

Judging Others

Throughout the Bible we are told, warned and even rebuked not to judge others. Here in Romans chapter 14 we are again commanded not to judge our fellows. This time Apostle Paul takes a logical approach as to explaining our deficiency in ability to judge others. It is almost as if he hopes to stop us from even going there. Telling us “you will fail at it, let me explain.”   

Who are you to pass judgment on the servant of another? It is before his own master that he stands or falls. And he will be upheld, for the Lord is able to make him stand. -Romans:14:4

Therefore let us not pass judgment on one another any longer, but rather decide never to put a stumbling block or hindrance in the way of a brother. I know and am persuaded in the Lord Jesus that nothing is unclean in itself, but it is unclean for anyone who thinks it unclean. -Romans:14:13-14

For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking but of righteousness and peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. -Romans:14:17

For whatsoever is not of faith is sin. -Romans:14:23b

C.S Lewis puts it this way:

That is why Christians are told not to judge others. We see only the results which a man’s choices make out of his raw material. But God does not judge him on the raw material at all, but on what he has done with it.

The truth here is, in my estimation, that we were not built to weigh how the Spirit’s call applies to another and therefore are not capable of judging another. The Spirit moves in one direction but calls out to those in many places. These places are not physical but spiritual and so we, only perceiving the physical of another, can not judge. God may we realize this truth and may it serve as a deterrent to save us, so that we might be forgiven.

 

Further study: consider how this truth also applies comparison and jealousy.

Be on guard

Today’s Readings: Genesis 43; Mark 13; Job 9; Romans 13 

I’ve been knocked down more times than Glass Joe in the boxing game Mike Tyson Punch Out. Every time God would get me back to my feet before that final bell rung.  He provided me with support and love that I needed.  Unfortunately, I would go right back in the ring with my guard down trying to do things my own way again.

About 4 years ago I was delivered a hard blow that made me realize doing it on my own wasn’t working anymore and I’m losing the people closest to me in my corner. I cried out to God and he picked me up one more time and placed me in a church, small group, and in a relationship with Him that I gratefully accepted and really didn’t deserve.

Today’s reading in Mark & Romans reminds me of the listening we must do when in a relationship with God.  One thing I have grown to truly enjoy is being in the Word daily.  Everyday when I get to dig into the scripture I pick up something new that I hadn’t thought of before. Reading these journal entries has been inspiring and another daily reflection on His Word I love waking up to. If your not in the Word daily following along with these daily readings is a great way to start.

So what does the Word and Boxing have in common?  In Mark 13 we are told to “Be on your guard” 6 times in 36 versus.  In myself I find that without being in the Word its like walking into the ring with your arms behind your back.  The dance can only last so long.  God’s truth through the Word provides our way to “be on guard” while living in your present life.  Nobody would go into a title fight without training. Months of preparation is put into training and getting ready. Do we put the same preparation into the return of Jesus? Here are the 6 versus that are reminding us to “stay awake”.

Mark 13:9 “But be on your guard. For they will deliver you over to councils, and you will be beaten in synagogues, and you will stand before governors and kings for my sake, to bear witness for them.  – Our mission to be a dangerous witness for God. This can put you in hard situations. We are here to share the Word with others. Mark 16:15 “And he said to them, Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature.” Matthew 10:17-20 talks about this statement and to not be anxious about how you are to speak or what to say, because the Spirit of your Father will speak through you.

v. 23 But be on guard; I have told you all things beforehand. – The Bible has all the resources to live your life for Him. God has sent a perfect example for us in Jesus.

v. 33 Be on guard, keep awake. For you do not know when the time will come. – We don’t know when it he will return.  Are you prepared? Romans 13:11 And do this, understanding the present time: The hour has already come for you to wake up from your slumber, because our salvation is nearer now than we first believed.

v. 35 Therefore stay awake – for you do not know when the master of the house will come, – Follow God’s instructions, this preparation is for eternity.  1 Thessalonians 4:2 For you know what instructions we give you through the Lord Jesus.

v. 36 lest he come suddenly and find you asleep. –  Also in 1 Thessalonians 5:6 So then let us not sleep, as others do, but let us keep awake and be sober.

v. 37 And what I say to you I say to all: Stay awake – This is for all, we need to be confident in sharing the Word with others.Being on guard is for the present. Jesus foretells how we will be led astray.  Ephesians 6:11 Therefore put on the full armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the devils’s schemes. Through His Word we are provided a plan of how we should live. 

Romans 13 also reinforces the message to stay awake by reminding us to walk properly. Romans 13:8 Owe no one anything, except to love each other, for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law.

Dear God, Thank you for picking me back up when I needed you most. Lord, I need you, every hour I need you.  When I am weak you are strong.  I surrender it all to you and understand my protection comes from you. I pray you tug on our hearts when we are falling asleep and to always keep our guard so someday we will spend eternity with you.  Amen

Spiritual Capital

Man feeling freedom on beach during sunrise, birds flying around

Today’s link: Genesis 42; Mark 12; Job 8; Romans 12

I have been well educated in the idea of capitalism.  And the more I learn about God’s kingdom, the more I see parallels between the workings of God’s world and ours.  Ours is merely a shadow of His, but because in large measure it is created out of the wisdom of men, it is something less.  I wonder where our big ideas come from in the first place?  Ideas that might be just a little off, especially if we start to forget their origin — or as we lose touch with the Originator.  Since capital is the cornerstone of the economic system called Capitalism and since all things emanate from God, it made sense that there must be a thing that I could describe as spiritual capital?  Webster’s dictionary defines capital: (2) : accumulated goods devoted to the production of other goods (3) : accumulated possessions calculated to bring in income. So spiritual capital would seem to be the spiritual goods and possessions that allow the production of the fruit of the Spirit, such as love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control…. (Galatians 5:22).

I have often wrestled to reconcile various teachings of the bible with my limited understanding of the world.  For example, how does the social gospel (giving to the poor) relate to capitalism, an idea seen through the history of civilization.  The Bible sheds some light on this.  Interestingly, Jesus’s parables sometimes use the constructs and principles of capitalism to make bigger points about God’s kingdom and His economy.  I often think about the parable of the talents in Mathew 25:14-30 which illustrates how God wants us to use all we have been given, to take chances and invest our talents for His sake.  Jesus uses the description of bold investing to encourage our investment in God’s kingdom.  Throughout the Bible we are told to grow this investment, to seek out God’s kingdom, to pursue it, even beg for it — and only then can we objectively compare life in God’s kingdom with life on our own.  This investment is clearly not financial, but spiritual.  We are called to invest with (and to build up) our spiritual capital, for this is the means of production and the path to accumulate true wealth in God’s kingdom.  God’s kingdom is a place where the most valuable currency is love, and it is spirit based.  The greatest and truest measure of success is found when God, through His Holy Spirit, opens the gates of heaven and pours His power into our lives — providing riches that we then in turn are able to share with others by loving them.

A few weeks ago I wrote about the value proposition God offers us when we trade a life that can never satisfy us, for an abundant life in the presence of God.  The price of sin is so incredibly high it establishes a value for grace which is beyond our understanding.  This transaction is so ridiculously out of balance in our favor that it seems too good to be true.  Nevertheless because of the troubles of the world and the deceit of riches, this is sometimes hard to see.  But it really is an offer you can’t (or shouldn’t) refuse, and still many do.  Again, I thought of specific scripture; For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.  Then I read more; For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul…(Matthew 16:25-26) and in wisdom I am reminded that the value of the human spirit, part of our created being, is infinitely valued by God, it’s creator.

Today’s reading gives us much to think about.  God had shaped Joseph through trials, then blesses him with an amazing life.  Now Joseph is reunited with his brothers and has an opportunity to seek revenge or forgive.  What would I do in that situation?  And the widow who gives a mite in the offering, is favored above all by Jesus, which tells me that God wants our hearts not our money, once again proving the value God places on the human spirit — on our souls.

In Mark Chapter 12, Jesus offers parables that use elements of the worldly economy to illustrate how God’s economy works.  One parable uses a vineyard and a wine press as an example of this world.  We are like the tenants, given this splendid creation to grow fruit and make wine, which represents the privilege to produce good things in our lives and to be a blessing to others.  It is expected that as tenants we honor the owner of the property and the means of production, including sharing some portion for the greater good of God (and His kingdom), the owner of all.  Like the evil tenants who dispatched the masters servants, we often take what is not ours for our own glory, turning away messengers and signs sent by God.

When the Jewish leaders attempt to trap Jesus by questioning his wisdom about Roman law and paying taxes he says in Mark 12:17 …Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s and to God the things that are God’s… He doesn’t say, don’t pay taxes, but implies everything is God’s, a clear concept in the Old Testament — and they marveled at him.

In adressing the question about the greatest commandment, in Mark 12:30, Jesus reinforces the fundamental truth that everything belongs to God, even our hearts.  Still, we must choose to give our hearts to God!  And you shall love the Lord your God with all your soul and with all your mind and all your strength.  This clearly points us to God from the beginning to the end of our lives, while establishing what our primary focus should be.  As Christians, how can we miss this?  Aside from this being a command from our maker, again, here is an offer that we can’t refuse.  This truth becomes increasingly more apparent when we begin to really understand why this command is so valuable to us.  Yet again, God in His wisdom has given us the free will to chose to obey or not — to invest in the spiritual capital of His kingdom, or not.  If we are honest, as we compare our wisdom against His, truth is revealed.  He gives us the freedom to look for truth and invest our lives where we will.  Where will you look for truth?  In what will you invest in today?

Valley of Despair

man on a deserted island

Family: Genesis 41; Mark 11. Secret: Job 7; Romans 11.

I want to start today’s post with a quick shout out to my Grandma, Evelyn York. Last year at this time, I headed down to her house, a place I hadn’t been in nearly 20 years.  I’ve regularly spent time with my Grandma since I was last there, just not at her house, one on one, for an extended period of time.  I cannot tell you what that trip did for my heart.

A year ago, I was experiencing a “valley of despair”, feeling like I was on an island with no one on my side; where most of the time no one had my back. Even though she didn’t understand everything I was dealing with, she came along side, spoke wisdom into my life, and reminded me she believed in me.  My grandma is a godly woman.  She loves Jesus and is one of my biggest fans.  Just 2.5 days with her gave me a renewed sense of purpose and just the encouragement I needed.

Well, my circumstances got worse before they got better, but I’m thankful I’ve now begun to turn the corner. Just like last year, I spent Superbowl weekend 2016 in Florida, one on one with my grandma.  Thanks Grandma for “filling my bucket” this past weekend.  I love you!

As we’ve been reading the story of Joseph over the past few days, I know his situation was much worse than my 2015 “valley of despair”. Genesis 41 starts with the phrase, after two whole years.  Two years is a long time to be in jail for a crime you didn’t commit.  This doesn’t even account for the time it took Joseph to deal with the rejection of his brothers or being sold into slavery.  But do you notice the Bible never talks about Joseph feeling sorry for himself or needing to be encouraged from his “valley of despair”?

Joseph finally got his break when Pharaoh called him up to interpret a dream.  Did Joseph take the opportunity make sure Pharaoh knew he had been wrongly imprisoned? Did he push to be released or did he bring glory to himself for being able to interpret the dream?  He did not.  He simply pointed to God.

Genesis 41: 16, “…it is not in me; God will give Pharaoh a favorable answer.”

What “valley of despair” do you find yourself in today? Are you focused on your circumstances or God’s power to overcome them? Today I encourage you to meditate on the words of Romans 11:33-36 from today’s reading.  Nothing is outside God’s control.  To him be glory forever.

Romans 11:33-36, Oh the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and how inscrutable his ways!  For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who has been his counselor? Or who has given a gift to him that he might be repaid?  From him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever.  Amen (Romans 11:33-36).

Like a Child

Today’s reading link: Genesis 40; Mark 10; Job 6; Romans 10

How should we receive the kingdom of God? Like a child.

Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.” – Mark 10:15

This verse actually scared me because it was very specific saying that if we don’t receive the kingdom like a child we shall not enter it. Hopefully you’re with me and are planning on entering it, so I thought it worthwhile to spend some time considering what it means to receive the kingdom of God like a child.

The word receive is a verb so this provides reasoning that receiving the kingdom requires active participation. God is always near us and is seeking a relationship with us, but we need to receive him, we need to let him in. “Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” (Revelation 3:20)

These thoughts come to mind when I think about the minds and actions of children and some correlating verses that speak to these attributes:

  1. Receive fearlessly; if you give them something, they just take it without hesitation. We too should be fearless. The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? (Psalm 27:1)
  2. Children seem to always be hungry and thirsty. Like a child hungering and thirsting for food, we should hunger and thirst for righteousness. Jesus said, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. (Matthew 5:6) 
  3. Receive joyfully. Luke 19:1-10 tells the story of Zacchaeus, the cheating tax collector who turned to follow Jesus. Zacchaeus received Jesus joyfully; like us, he had much to be thankful for when he recognized salvation in repentance and trust in Jesus.
  4. Children are meek. Merriam-Webster defines meek as “having or showing a quiet or gentle nature” (keyword here is “nature”… it is fully understood that children can be extremely loud, but their nature is generally quiet and gentle). “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.” (Matthew 5:5)
  5. A synonym for meek is the word humble and we need to humble ourselves like children. Matthew’s account of Jesus teaching about receiving like children includes the verb “humbles”. Jesus said, “Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. (Matthew 18:3-4)
  6. Children do not have the weight of the world on their shoulders. They don’t have worries piled up. They’re not worrying about their future (marriage, retirement, their own children) or their past (mistakes, sins, or when they were harmed by others). They’re focused on “right now”. Jesus has it covered and said, “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.” (Matthew 6:34)
  7. Children fully depend on their caregivers for sustenance. Jesus reminds us of our value to God and is telling us to trust God for sustenance as he said “Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?” (Matthew 6:26)
  8. Children want to be taught and led. While children may often resist teaching and leadership, I believe humans have an “inner program” designed by our creator where we crave learning and we long for someone to lead us. How wonderful it would be to have leaders of nations who are solely for us. This is what the Lord says— your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel: “I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is good for you and leads you along the paths you should follow.” (Isaiah 48:17)
  9. Children want a father. While we all have differing experiences and relationships with our earthly fathers, we have one consistent, loving, Heavenly Father who made us, shaped us, and will never leave us. “But now, O Lord, you are our Father; we are the clay, and you are our potter; we are all the work of your hand.” (Isaiah 64:8)
  10. Children want to be loved, held, and given attention. What greater proof that we are loved than the fact that our creator, God in Heaven, sent his own son to die for us? “For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die— but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:7-8)

These desirable childlike attributes remind me that I’m often quite the opposite, I’m like a problem child, but in my repentance through Jesus Christ I am forgiven.

“But they and our fathers acted presumptuously and stiffened their neck and did not obey your commandments. They refused to obey and were not mindful of the wonders that you performed among them, but they stiffened their neck and appointed a leader to return to their slavery in Egypt. But you are a God ready to forgive, gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, and did not forsake them. (Nehemiah 9:16-17)

Heavenly Father, I’m stubborn and I often disobey your commandments. I often selfishly choose to forget what you’ve done for me, even though you remind me every day how you rescued me and how you love me. Thank you for dealing with me with grace and mercy. Thank you for being slow to anger even though I am not. Thank you for loving me even when I don’t show love. Thank you for not forsaking me even when I have forsaken you. Amen.

Favor

Genesis 39; Mark 9; Job 5; Romans 9

How do you define God’s favor? When I think about it, words like success and honor come to mind. Mostly because these are things that make me feel good. Surely that would be Gods favor, right? Today, we read about Joseph, which is one of my favorite stories and Job which is one of the most confounding to me. As I consider why, I can see that both challenge my thinking about God’s favor.

We see in Genesis 20 that “God was with Joseph.” The results are obvious. Joseph was successful, an overseer, and charge of Potifer’s house. Good things were happening to Joseph because of God’s favor. Of course, bad things happen to good people and because of a lie told by Potifer’s wife, Joseph gets fired and thrown in jail. But, according to verse 21, God still favored him. Even in prison, Joseph enjoyed Gods favor. Once again it showed up as being in charge. In fact, the warden gave him complete control over the entire prison.   Now, when I consider God’s favor relative to Joseph, I see something I want.

Compare the favor that God shows Joseph with that of Job. We see that God clearly loves and favors Job through the words he uses to describe him. God calls him the finest man in all the earth, blameless, marked with complete integrity, fearful of God and obedient. (Job 2:3). Surely this warrant’s God’s full blessing. Unlike Joseph, the words used to describe Job’s life are destruction, terror and grief. Not only does Job have to endure great loss, he must also suffer the scathing rebuke of his best friends. Do you see why this is confounding to me? Who would want that?!

Here lies my dilemma. I want God in my life because of who I know him to be. He is our creator, eternal father, counselor and guide. Being true to my belief requires that I put all of my hope in him, no matter what. I cannot choose him only if my life looks like Joseph; I must also accept the possibility of Job. Paul brilliantly describes this true faith in Romans 9:20. He says,

who are you, a mere human being, to argue with God? Should the thing that was created say to the one who created it, “why have you made me like this?”” (Romans 9:20)

Far more than I care to admit here, I often reject the favor that God is currently showing me. I do this because my focus is inward, based on my own understanding, rather than the Kingdom.

When we have a kingdom focus, we are able to endure all things, as Job did. Our proper perspective of God allows us to embrace Paul’s description of what God wants for us, which is “to make the riches of his glory shine even brighter on those to whom he shows mercy, who were prepared in advance for glory.” (Romans 9:23). When I ponder the riches of his glory shining on me, I get goose bumps. As remember that Jesus’ death makes me worthy, I feel God’s favor in a powerful way. I believe that Job must have had similar understanding.

Father, I confess that I want to determine the way you work on my behalf. Today, I again surrender to your will, whatever it is. I trust that your way is higher and better than my own. I accept that you are for me and not against me. I believe; help my unbelief!

Miracles

Today’s reading: Genesis 38; Mark 8; Job 4; Romans 8

February 5th, 2016

In the past when I have gone through, what some may refer to as difficult times, I do my best to listen to the Spirit and seek out what God is trying to teach me. Wednesday night was one of these times. A time when a situation, so gripping on the soul, that a moment’s loosening can create so much hope that it will end. During one of these flash of relief I found myself, in prayer, begging God that the relief would continue through the night. When the relief ceased, I began to beg its return. But, by the grace of God, being of sound mind, the Spirit returned my thoughts to the question at hand; “what are You trying to teach me LORD?”

An answer came, “Perseverance”. Whenever answers come clear, I can not help but be overwhelmed with thankfulness that God would consider a wretch like me. I praised God from my heart for keeping His loving eye on me and it was at that moment I believe my lesson in perseverance began. Thankfulness, contagious as it is, spilled over and took hold the situation.

Instead of begging God that relief would return I began to praise Him for the relief that had come. Thanking Him for the sweetness of it. Then realizing His goodness, I began thanking Him for the next wave of relief that I knew would come. I was at this moment I felt a strong sense of the difference between hope and faith. Praying for something in hope being different than certainty of receipt thereof and thanks therein. He is good! I began to understand how trusting in God’s goodness breeds the faith in deliverance and how perseverance is rooted deep in a holding fast on certain goodness to come. Knowing that relief was coming made turned the moments grip on my soul from bearable to gone. It was already gone. I was already in the future where it was gone. Faith had mounted me up on wings like eagles; my strength had been renewed.

But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles;

Throughout Jesus’ ministry miracles are preceded by faith. From today’s reading following Jesus feeding 4,000 we have the Pharisees demanding a sign. Jesus’ response:

And he sighed deeply in his spirit, and saith, Why doth this generation seek after a sign? verily I say unto you, There shall no sign be given unto this generation. – Mark 8:12

This word generation γενεά means: same generation; people of the same kind; descendants; age. I do not believe that generation here used means what we commonly use the term for now; baby boomers, millennials, etc. Particularly so because a miracle had just been performed, which, in my estimation, could easily have been taken as a sign from heaven. But rather meaning more: people of the same kind.

God may we be a people whose trust in You gives us faith like a child. May this faith unlock the miracles You give to Your generation. May You be glorified and may we witness to all the earth the Good News the miracle of saving grace. Amen.

 

Choices of the Flesh

Today’s Readings:  Genesis 37; Mark 7; Job 3; Romans 7

There are many times when I catch myself saying something not Christ-like. I can act in a way that I know I shouldn’t, or have a thought that makes me wonder. Why God? I then reflect and proceed to pray and ask for forgiveness and wisdom to not repeat my shortcoming.  There has been many times where I make a bad decision and would point the blame somewhere else.  I now understand my insecurity a little more and try to just own it.  In today’s readings I’m reminded about my poor actions and thoughts.  I’m so grateful for our God who gives us Grace we don’t deserve. My desires to do right are always there, my mind and “flesh” have different plans sometimes.

Romans 7:18 For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out.

I now try to pray throughout my day knowing any moment I could be led astray. I also try to pray in the moments before, during, and after my “flesh” is only thinking about myself and not around God.  Unfortunately, sometimes  my response is – “I’m sorry God, I failed again”. My wife Jennifer and I were baptized at Eastview in the last few years. It has dramatically changed our lives. Being born again through faith happens in seconds, becoming like Christ is a lifelong process.  I tell kids all the time, one of the hardest things we do in life is admit when we do something wrong.  We always want to be right and please yourself or others.  The truth is our actions and thoughts need to be more focused around God. The more we focus on Him, the less likely we will revert to our own ways.  He has given us a story that provides numerous examples of the way we should love others. We must depend on Christ to guide, support, and direct us in ours.

Romans 7:25 I serve the law with God in mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin. In our weak earthly moments turn to God and give thanks to God for who He is.

In Mark 7:15 it reads There is nothing outside a person that by going into him can defile him, but the things that come out of a person are what defile him. 

This verse reminds me of the my choices I have in allowing what goes into my heart, mind, and body. But, it also reminds me what comes out is also from me. I pray in my responses and actions in our earthly life I act in a manner that was set by our greatest example Jesus.  It’s easy to say and can be encouraged when you start your day with the Word.  But our flesh doesn’t always allow this to happen.  The more you are reading and living in Christ your works will mirror your faith. Philippians 4:8 tells us whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything  worthy of praise, think about these things. Practice these things.

In Genesis 37 Joseph’s brothers sell him because of their “flesh” responses to his dreams. In Job 3, Job’s “flesh” response from the attack by Satan has Job question his own birth. In the unbelievable story of Job, he later goes on to confess and repent for his thoughts and actions.  We to need to do the same.

Job 42:2 I know you can do all things, and that no purpose of yours can be thwarted.  

Romans 8:2 For the law of the Spirit of life has set you free in Christ Jesus from the law of sin and death. 

Dear God, I am humbled, grateful, and broken.  You restore, comfort, and love us us like children.  Help us to be centered around you and not our own desires. Thank you for being the Father who picks us up when we are crying out. Thank you for being such a grace-filled  Father.  Amen

 

Freedom in Righteousness

Today’s reading: Genesis 35–36; Mark 6; Job 2; Romans 6

The paradox of freedom, is the power to choose that to which we subordinate our lives.

I didn’t consider the “important” things in my life to be distractions until I found my true purpose.  My hobbies, pursuits and passions seemed so worthwhile, even noble at times, but they were the very things that held me captive.  Vigorously I pursued work, family relationships, fitness and causes; but mostly just work.  My obsession with work often left me physically and mentally depleted and I struggled to find balance.  As it turned out, even balance was just another thing to distract me from the truth.  Then one day, while reading from the book of Ecclesiastes, a light went on — everything was vanity.  Everything that is, except the pursuit of God.  If I wasn’t pursuing God first and foremost, following his law, learning his ways, then I was missing the big point of life.

It wasn’t that my pursuits were bad, though some certainly were; but anything that I preferenced above God was idolatry.  I foolishly put my trust and hope in things that were inferior.  Everything that wasn’t fully subordinated to God’s will was a problem.  Trusting anything more than God was potentially idol worship.  Idolatry.

We can choose to devote ourselves to idols: self, money, sex, power, causes, enterprise, even religion.  We can construct our awesome theories about how the universe works, perhaps even striving to yield our lives in brilliant transcendence to some impersonal force or power that seems to be behind everything.  Then we might even say we have found God and we are spiritual, and perhaps we have and we are.  Alternatively if we intentionally pursue the knowedge of God we can experience real power, and true hope, in a relationship with the personal, living, eternal God who is the creator of everything.  This is the same God whose truth and wisdom is written on our hearts and revealed through our prayers; and in the understanding of God’s Word, which is also found in the Bible, He is revealed!

We will always choose something to worship — we were made to worship.  When we choose to put God first, all other things in our lives find their rightful place.  Some are purged while all others find their order in the prioritities of God’s will.  For most of us this can only happen when we ask, seek and knock.  Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened… (Mathew &:7-8)

As I began to trust God, placing Him instead of me on the throne of my life, everything else started to work out.  Not all at once, and not always how I expected — but always perfect.  Looking back, this became easier to see and understand.  I had found real freedom from trusting God, from yielding my ego and intentionally following Jesus Christ.  He is, and was, and is forever the messiah, offering everyone freedom in the deliverance from the fear of loss, death, abandonment, humiliation and scarcity.  I learned that the Lord gives and takes away with purpose and love.  And the more I prayed, and read God’s word, the more I learned about God. The more I learned about God the more I changed.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28).

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. (1John 4:18).

For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the spirit of sonship. And by him we cry Abba Father. (Romans 8:15).

I was no longer bent on constructing my own imperfect reality.  No longer trying to become the master of my kingdom built upon the sin of self worship.  I was no longer seeking out personal glories and pleasures which had become the broken records of my disappointment.

As I read and prayed and listened, I found ears to hear, and the futility of “doing it my way” (no disrespect to Frank Sinatra but…) was revealed, and in its place I discovered the truth of the freedom of righteousness.  I had been a prisoner to sin.  Now I would become a slave to righteousness, and in that glorious bondage I finally found real freedom.

God I pray that I would never be a slave to sin again, and that I would continue to discover the depths and abundant blessings you have bestowed upon me in the incredible freedom offered through your amazing grace and by the power of your Holy Spirit.  Amen.